Can I have my Qi back?

Props to Nostrana . Sometimes I work with a Samurai in a tea shop. I practice Aikido. A dull, 500 degree titanium blade past my eye?I blink away lost eyelashes, make pizza and ride the scooter away. Today my resume will say: "I made pizza when I wanted to find someone a meal and a place to sleep." At the least this job gave me those comforts, I just wish I could do more.